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Jumaat, 17 Mei 2013

Flashback in entier my life

Assalam,
Sebelum betulkan proposal tiba2 rasa nak warming up my brain first. Sambil dengar lagu ketuhanan ini, dapat idea untuk refresh my journey in my life. Cita2 aku time sekolah rendah dulu (Sekolah Kebangsaan Lasah, 1991-1997) nak jadi cikgu, polis...Then masa di sek. menengah (Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Tok Muda Abdul Aziz, 1998-2000) tukar pulak nak jadi peguam syariah sebab masa tu ambik kelas bahasa arab, tapi dengan izin Allah my performance in Arabic not well. Continue at Sek Teknik Gerik 2001-2002 cita2 nak jadi engineer. Berkat daripda itu, continue ambik engineering course at Politeknik Seberang Perai 2003-2005 in Diploma Mechanical Engineering (Plant). Alhamdulilah dapat 1st class, masa tu rasa macam dah confirm nak jadi engineer in plant. Mula la berangan nak kerja ngan Slumberge, Petronas etc. Tapi....mak xrestu, the reason is being women not suitable to be engineer. Memang protes, tapi ikut je ketentuan Allah. Then mak tolong apply UPU, rezeki drpd Allah dapat further study in Degree in Education and Technology Electrical Engineering at Universiti Teknologi Malaysia. What???!!! xpernah pun bermimpi nak jadi cikgu dah tu belajar elektrik, nonsense ke!!! mana boleh? beza tu antara mekanikal dan elektrik. Sekali lagi, aku redha je ketentuan Allah, Alhamdulilah aku dapat atasi segala kemunkinan ini. Hasil daripda Redha, Berserah dan Yakin sepenuhnya Kepada-Nya, sekali lagi Allah beri rezeki yang tidak sapa2 duga untuk sambung belajar lagi dalam Doctoral of Philosophy in Engineering Education.

Subhanallah, sekarang dah masuk tahun 2 being postgraduate student in Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, Skudai. Berkat doa suami tersayang, mak, bapak, cik and all my family members, inshaAllah x sabar nak habiskan belajar ini.

After all this journey, Allah give me strength dengan kehadiran suami dan cahaya mata. Credits to my beloved husband (Engku Fhadzhil) and my sweeties daughter (Engku Aisyah Humaira)...

Selasa, 16 April 2013

Bercuti di Rumah

Jika sebelum ni aku study di Johor, so disebabkan ada workshop tempoh hari aku so dengan sendirinya aku extent cuti aku la. Cadangnya sampai seminggu.

Sementara sedang bercuti di rumah ni, tak bermakna aku kena ketepikan study aku...I still need to do my work. Like my supervisor said that, "if u take a full time study meaning that no time to off". maksud dia, aku kena belajar macam time orang kerja 8am until 5pm. That good advice actually for who want to get GOT (graduate on time).

Question is, what I do today?
Starting with do a breakfast for my beloved hubby, then activities with my daughter, I have a hour to find and read the journal, prepare lunch, eating together. in the evening, went at playground with my daugter meanwhile waiting my hubby back. at night, before going sleep, read a journal and make reflection.

Alhamdulilah, bermula dengan celik mata sampai nak pejam mata semula hidup ini semuanya telah diaturkan oleh Allah. Hidup aku penuh dengan warna warni, walaupun penat, jika kita anggap itu semua ibadah dapat pahala.besar ganjarannya. Pesanan buat individu yang belum kawin, kawinlah sebab kita senang nk dapat pahala.

Ahad, 14 April 2013

Starting in 2013

Assalam and morning,
I think that take a long time I'm not write here. That a lot I want to share with you all. Ok, inshaAllah I will share to you what experience I was went through in 2 year.